September 11, 2006
To All Laborers and Believers of
the Nation of Islam and Supporters,
I think it is proper that you
are made aware of my health condition. As you
know, I have been suffering from the
after-effects of an extremely high dose of
radiated seed implantation that indeed killed
the cancer cells that had broken the prostate
capsule, but over time, these seeds have done
severe internal damage. I am more than
fortunate. I am blessed by Allah (God) to be
alive.
Last year, 2005, five years
after a major operation in November 2000, I had
a colonoscopy to examine the colon to make sure
that no other complications had arisen. At that
time, the probe did not detect any significant
change in the condition of my colon, but early
in 2006, I began to have pain in the anal area,
similar to the pain that I had in 1998-1999.
On my trip to Cuba to learn of
disaster management preparedness, I spent most
of my time there being examined and tested by
some of the finest doctors in Cuba. They
discovered an ulcer in the anal area, similar to
the ulcer that I had in 1998-1999 that almost
caused the loss of my life. The doctors in Cuba
felt that my health at that time was near
perfect, except for that ulcer; but from that
time, March 2006, I have been steadily fighting
serious pain and infection. In the last month, I
had lost nearly 15 lbs. and over the last six
weeks, I have lost over 20 lbs. So, I decided to
go back to the hospital at Howard University to
have my original doctors assess my condition.
I was thoroughly dehydrated,
anemic, and low in protein, albumen and iron.
Although I have some of the finest cooks who
always prepare the finest meals for me, I was in
a seriously nutritionally depleted state,
because the pain that I was in took away my
appetite. The Howard University doctors
discovered serious infection and inflammation,
which is presently being treated, and now I am
forced to do what is necessary to restore myself
nutritionally. Otherwise, my present condition
could be life threatening.
Therefore, in this period of
testing, I am postponing indefinitely all
engagements, meetings and appointments so that I
can concentrate, with Allah’s (God’s) Help, to
bring myself back to a state where I may be able
to continue to serve the rise of our people. The
Honorable Elijah Muhammad in the days of His
serious illness said, “My illness is a test for
those around me.” This is a test, not only for
me, but it is a test for the members of the
Nation of Islam, as well.
In this period of testing, you
can prove to the world that the Nation of Islam
is more than the charisma, eloquence and
personality of Louis Farrakhan. In this period
of testing, you can prove that the Nation of
Islam is under-girded by an Idea that represents
the Kingdom of God on Earth, an Idea that can
never be uprooted, never be destroyed and can
only increase its power, effect and influence
over the hearts and minds of the people of the
Earth. In this period of testing, you can prove
that the Nation of Islam, a body of people
submitting to the Will of Allah (God), is more
than the physical presence of any individual,
and that it will live long after I and we have
gone, because it is rooted in an Idea that comes
directly from Allah (God) Himself.
I will be available to give
guidance in any major situation that may arise,
but I would prefer that the Executive Board of
the Nation of Islam help to solve the problems
of the Nation, without asking me. Then, at this
time of testing, it will show me that you are
ready to move beyond personality to live and
function on the principles that make
personalities attractive.
In closing, Commandante Fidel
Castro had a very serious operation and he
relinquished power to his brother and all those
who were trained to carry on in his absence.
While many rejoiced—believing and thinking that,
if Fidel Castro and the Cuban Revolution
expired, they could move Cuba and the Revolution
in a new direction—his absence from the helm
only proved that Cuba will not fall apart over
the absence or passing of their illustrious
leader.
Such a challenge is before us. I
accept the challenge to work as hard as I can to
come back to a nutritionally strong and healthy
body, as much as can be expected given my
overall condition, so that I can continue to
serve because I do not believe that my earthly
work is done. I know that you (the Believers)
will accept the challenge to move our Nation
forward, being ever watchful for any smart,
crooked deceiver and hypocrite who would create
confusion over my present condition.
Best wishes to all for our
success. I pray that Allah (God) will bring me
before you again soon.